Cry Over Milk Puddles

So you saw him square in there

the old questions/ the different passion

the color of the curtain, the sizzling size of the pain

the wall is so hard, hostile pointlessness.

The tired boy, that little boy, the less than

perfect shadow

perfect insides

rebellious echoing shouts like shots inside the box of certain decades. Ricochet.

I’m too tired to confess I want behind the curtain. There is no ok,

no ok way to get the back story and

become the intimate place where I will be the way, hooker heart of gold, the confidant in a cowboy movie, a brothel with silk on a lamp.

Mortality snack in a blanket ergo

just how much of this is him or me? I ruin nothing

seek a pretend world to bring you in to answer my questions

and…

Password

Indulging

is a knifed net

seizing my chest

to take out my heart

before the end of my mind…

How a Mind Works & the Unknown Variable

I

From a place behind here,
a brick wall suddenly clear
its quite simple
(yet I’m gesticulating)
you X
and so I Y
why why why
if X = my heartache
would you ever cross

the street,

your t’s

your eyes,
empty and wide

II

the man I knew
now
the unknown variable.

The Instigator

It’s never there waiting
a wistful whistle
a practical question
tinkling quasar of want to know
you should go

I’m easily taken.