FanGirl Ages

Your ego
eager slut
you put out in your proud marketing way
remember you said your husband had a girlfriend and you,
a man from Australia, a kid on his lap
why is it you still float up or remain
like tea leaves that hold their breath
instead of telling the future,
you look older, like death approaching and
don’t worry
I will remember you as beautiful even if
you crawl to me with bloody lips and
more words and poems
about flying.